Grace | ENTRY: 10/14/2023

Hey! This is going to be one of the more personal entries. But I think it's appropriate since Mental Health Day was just four days ago. There are a lot of things I've been wanting to get off my chest, especially with the mansion and all. 

I'm a ghost, so it's assumed that we don't grow anymore, we're stagnant. But from my personal experience that's not so true after all. Things change even after you're long gone.

Lately, I've been feeling like I am a bad person. There are a lot of things I've done that I haven't mentioned on the blog. Many mistakes and embarrassments that I'm not proud of. I still feel guilty because I didn't do anything to protect Luna and Mond when I found out about the Ifrit guy. But What's important is that Luna and Mond are safe now. 

Of course, there are always things I could've, should've, or would've done but because of these bad experiences, I've grown. Or I think I've grown. 

I'm learning to take in both the good and the bad of everything about myself. Take it a step at a time, one a day. I need to remind myself that I am a good person. Giving myself more grace and forgiveness. (✿◡‿◡)

 I thought will all the crazy happening, it was important to share with you guys my experience and process about self-love! The next one is going to be more casual for sure! ♪(^∇^*)

See ya next time phantastic ghouls!